Walking Into A New { Season }

Well this is my year of {Change } I am trying to better than I was before. I come off as a shy, quiet individual, but people do not really know what im dealing with emotionally. I try and hide my feelings and try not to show that im hiding them. I feel sometimes I wish i had someone that I could talk too like a { Best Friend } than i could share my deepest darkest secrets with...I have awesome friends that i can count on one hand......but i love them dearly. Family...ummm i love my family to death...but i still isolate myself ALOT from my family out here in Houston..and my father hates that but i cant help it because I have been isolated all my life and my mother always kept me from everyone but my grandparents; my grandparents were the ones who pratically raised me and taught me things my mother didnt do that...i literally just felt like i was living with her just "because". That may sound bad but I have came through alot these past 5 years...Im glad GOD brought me through alot of the trials and tribulations because it made me into a stronger person today. to be continued......